Hi Amiah ...

Glad your free!
I had allot of trouble with fear for a very long time after leaving jws. I was a little stuck on them being the TRUE religion and bought everything and when I left I just felt I was making a choice.. to die. Sounds pretty major but its how i looked at it. Not good.
I hope you feel free enough to do a bit of studying... from various unbias places to get some of the scare tactics free from your thinking. It will take a bit but I doubt as long as It took me as Im soooooooooooo stuborn. I even refused to read ANYthing anti-jw for 20 years after being out. I know you wont be as ....niave as I was. cheers to you.