I love gospel music and maybe this is telling me that I can glorify God through other means than going to the KH.
Oh, absolutely! I've been finding many artistic and creative things to do in recent years which have given my life more meaning, and through which I feel I can glorify God because he created everything: our talents and capacity to enjoy music, appreciate art, be creative in some way and so on. One of the things that helped me a lot was to get rid of those tight shackles that kept me so narrow-minded or narrowly-focussed in life, and then I found all these wonderful, beautiful things I could suddenly enjoy and partake in.

I listen to all kinds of music these days, try my hand at all sorts of art and also do creative writing. Wouldn't mind trying acting, but no opportunity - at least not right now. It's wonderful to get to know yourself and what you can do, what all your hidden talents and ambitions are, so go for it!