I also find peace of mind by listening to all types of music and analyzing the lyrics. I love to draw and enjoy going to adult eduacation classes to learn new things, take water color classes etc. I have been reading all sorts of books and enjoy stuff on what makes people tick. ( I should of been a psychologist). Oh ya, couldnt go to college. I love camping and animals and the peace that comes with it. It is so great to just be open minded and learn new things, discover what before I couldnt or wouldnt do. I have met so many great people who are not evil but very caring , much more than I knew before. I feel like I am finally discovering myself after all these years, that I am not just a "Stepford Witnesss". Its great to hear others opinions and not feel I have to judge them one way or another. Most of all I am thankful for all of you on this site. If misery loves company so be it. Love you guys.