Those who question are never comfortable as jw's for long. Too much independent thinking! That's ok, we encourage it here. image

Thank you for sharing your story and welcome to the board!

"Everybody's wondering what and where they all came from
Everybody's worrying 'bout where they're gonna go
When the whole thing's done
Nobody knows for certain,
And so it's all the same to me
I Think I'll just let the mystery be"
~10000 Maniacs