I spoke to my boyfriend yesterday and he mentioned how I have become so bitter lately and I realized he was completely right. I am angry, because I feel like I missed out on alot of friendships with really honest, good people and now I am left with no friends. But I always remind myself that I am only 21, and still have my whole life ahead of me. At least I got out when I did. I also want nothing to do with organized religion. I dont know when the anger will go away, you have to just let it go and pursue the goals you have always wanted to do but couldnt.