I can't do it, I'm sorry.

I read this yesterday and thought long and hard on it before replying. The world is too small, the jw grapevine too strong, my family too close. If I thought there was a way I could do it and have my name left out completely, I would consider it. But that doesn't seem very likely.

I really am sorry.

"Everybody's wondering what and where they all came from
Everybody's worrying 'bout where they're gonna go
When the whole thing's done
Nobody knows for certain,
And so it's all the same to me
I Think I'll just let the mystery be"
~10000 Maniacs