Welcome to the board vicky09. The people here will be more help then you can imagine.

"Beware of 'organization.' It is wholly unnecessary. The Bible rules will be the only rules you will need." Watchtower , Sept. 15, 1895, p. 216. "We would not refuse to treat one as a brother because he did not believe the Society is the Lord's channel. If others see it in a different way, that is their priviledge. There should be full liberty of conscience." Watchtower, April 1, 1920, pp. 100-101.