It makes me sad sometimes to realize that I'll never be able to miss my father that much because I still have too much hate for him in my heart
Ditto to that John............although my father was a 'non-believer' he was a despicable man, and I hated him with a vengeance!!

It obviously wasn't just me, cos I found out that when he died he wasn't found for two weeks, and nobody went to his funeral - not even his mother image

I cried when I found out he had died, but then I realised that I was crying for what should have been, rather than the reality!!

As regards the WBTS knowing what they are doing re decimation of families...............yes they do, and no they don't care...........

When my mum died I was only a 17 yr old kid, there was no sympathy, no help, no understanding, simply the reminder from the co that my mum was safe now, but if I wanted to see her again I knew that I had remain 'faithful to Jehovah' image

Emotional blackmail is their stock-in-trade, regardless of the circumstances image