We haven't been to meetings in weeks. Didn't go to memorial. And today I cancelled our room for assembly. All that's left is to tell family. Which we are holding off on to try to attend a friends wedding. On the one hand I see us fading out but on the other I so don't want people to think we are just "weak" and "letting life hold us back". I also don't deal well with stress so the not knowing when someone will find out is bugging me. The bible study campaign is that once a month whole cong meets at hall with the goal to offer bible studies. Ugh

Michele