Hey all.

Thank so much for your thoughts here. They are much appreciated. I really want to come back here and discuss some of the things that have been raised. Some really helpful advice and thoughts in here.

I need to find me some personal space to work through this, but things that are going on around me right now leave me very limited time for self reflection right now. Which I do feel this will need. Please bear with me. I will be back to this. Just didn't want you to think that all this time and effort you have put into your reponses has gone un noticed in the meantime. I have gained lots just on an initial read through.Thanks so very much.

Tracy formerly known as bogit!image