Hey Lovesbeachgirl, I think what you're feeling is totally normal. I'm not going through any of that because I had been slowly fading for 6 years before realizing I wouldn't go back...I can't imagine how I'd feel if I were going to a DC this weekend!

I do remember many years ago when although I was an active witness, I didn't feel like wasting a vacation day to go to the 'half-day' Thursday of the convention - I was going for the other 3 days, but still I felt wierd all day at work. I had told my 'friends' that I couldn't get the day off work (a lie) but it was strange, looking at the clock and figuring what they'd be doing at that hour.

I hope you enjoy seeing some of the people.

:o)