Thanks for all your comments everyone. I love you guys

I think my head will be in a bit of spin for the next few days, but I'm feeling a little better today. Your comments helped a great deal. Just knowing that it's normal, and that I'm not weak or something for feeling the way I do helps.

It's like being given a 4' x 4' blank canvas and just being told to "draw." Uh... okay. No guidelines, nothing. Just draw.
This thought really registers with me. That is definitely how I feel. I was thinking today, it's also almost like you were planning on renovating your house, but then you had to tear the whole thing down and start fresh. It's very overwhelming and time consuming. Not to mention stressful.

I guess I will just try to be patient with myself and keep taking one step at a time.