Anakin Skywalker wrote:
Life is hard after the borg, sometimes suicide is an option, if you knew the story, then you would agree that suicide would be a way out. It can be hard after leaving. Do you have family still in the borg? De-programming, its very hard, and I have no idea of who I can talk to. My suggestion if you have had and are still having suicidal thoughts is to see a professional. Sometimes I just want to go somewhere else, disappear somewhere else, live as a nomad, just fade into non existance...thats how far it is with me, and the persons involved that caused this are still up on the platform, in "good standing", so victims have no recourse to any kind of justice, and all these peole do is deny, deny, deny, deny, deny.....they live in a kind of a bubble. can i ask how long it is since you left the JW's?
And, they are most definately not christian..................you keep asking me clarify, clarify, clarify.............All I can say is, I dont believe in the elaborate calculation of 607. Daniel, in the book of same name, he gave on two signs regarding christs apearance and time of end. Christ would appear after 69 weeks "from time going forth to retore and rebuild jerusalem". The time of the end begins "from time onward sacrafice stops and disgusting thing is set up", and the later has nothing to do with 607, that was in the past, the prophecy of daniel is for the future...............
I still beleive in God, but not the way these people teach it. They also abuse power, but i dont need to tell you that.
I regret getting involved, sometimes it wouldve been better not to have known and just been destroyed as an ignorant person, but then again, all who dont fall or fit into their criteria are getting destroyed..arent they? I don't think so. these people are dangerous...but when i say that, i mean not all rank and file jws, but those taking the lead, the normal run of the mill jw just follow blindly. Very true. Glad i woke up, but i cant get this thing out of me, cant scrub it out of my system, maybe suicide is the only way out of it now, to be really free.
Anakin I hardly know you as you only joined the board in the last day or two. I know from my own experience that time is a healer. I'm out 14 years and still get suprised by how every now and then I will hear something the JW's are saying and how mad it makes me.

If you are seriously having suicidal thoughts then you should seek medical help. We will talk with you and encourage you but we aren't Dr's. You also aren't the first person who has come here feeling despondent and many of them over time have started to heal too.

I'm sure others will give advice. Please think about what they say.

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