Anakin, there are some really good thoughts in this thread. Suicide will NOT make any difference to this organization. A few years ago, a brother jumped to his death at Bethel. Hardly anyone knows about it... and what did it accomplish? Others have done so... it does not damage the Borg. There are hundreds of thousands of people who understand the impact this has had on your life... many of them share your feelings. Join us with your voice... keep sharing your thoughts. As Kingsmeg or Jody said, living a good life, surviving this cult is the best way to bring them down... staying alive makes the loudest statement of all and is the best way to help others see it for what it is.

"There is no shame in not knowing; the shame lies in not finding out." ~ Russian Proverb