Hi gallifrey, IMO you're doing the right thing by not living a lie. Trust your own feelings. Your daughter will be empowered by your example. Spirituality is an individual thing. Every religion thinks that "their" religion is the only true religion. You have to decide for yourself whether or not things make sense or if it's "loving" as they portray it. The truth is...we should never allow others to do our thinking for us. The Armageddon thing is used as a fear tactic with many cults. Do your own research if you choose to but live life and be happy. Being mad and scared is just another way of them crippling you and keeping your from being stronger and being the person YOU want to be. It seems they have a twisted logic that puts wrong for right and right for wrong.