Hi Rusty. Wow. This must be so hard. It happens though... no rhyme or reason to it. I think it's especially hard when we lose someone close when we are young, and it becomes that much harder if they are a close friend. I think you have expressed yourself very well in this video, I'm wishing you find some comfort soon. Grieving is a process, and it takes time to get through it.

I will be thinking of you.

Yammer.

"There is no shame in not knowing; the shame lies in not finding out." ~ Russian Proverb