As long as she and her husband are disfellowshipped, they will be shunned by all JW's, including any family members they may have in the cult like brothers and sisters, mother and father. She is evidently going through a terrible time with many conflicting emotions playing out in her mind. JW's are held up to impossibly high standards and rigid routines that demand a great deal of their time and energy and they are forever being told that they are not doing enough in one way or another. The so-called love that they preach is practiced in the faith is a crock. There is very little love ever shown to one another but the routine and the indoctrination creates a dependency on the organization from which few are ever able to ever break free.

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My regrets stand like grim sentinels at roads once taken but not to be traveled again.