Hello there

welcome to the board!!  Some may well say get out of the cult - cos thats what it is!!!  Do not get the poor JW's who are still under the mind=control of the GB, mixed up with the doctrines and teachings .............JW's = many good people........JW religion = CULT!!!!!!

Yes, we are angry at the imperfect men who rule peoples lives with their man-made crap............but the actual belief-system doesn't seem to be a big deal for you..........you don't seem worried about this being the real 'truth'............

so I would say this is easy and straightforward for you.............don't do anything.....become inactive - end of story!!  You have been living your life in your own way now for some time it seems - so why give them the satisfaction of acknowledging their rules on d/a or d/f for that matter??

This couse of action (namely no action lol!!) will also stop you being kicked out of home - or hauled before the elders...........the most you will have to put up with is a bit of 'encouragement'.........small price to pay when you still live under your parents roof!!

Seems to me that you know enough about the JW's and their teachings to extricate yourself relatively harmlessly!!

btw - occasional masturbation and viewing of porn is wrong in their eyes....so yes, you have done something 'wrong'...........although all that would of course be eclipsed by having joined an 'apostate' site lol!!