In some ways I suppose it was easier to leave before the Internet. I didn't have the Internet when I left. Although I had a breakdown whilst my brain was dealing with the conflicts that where going off in my mind, once I left I felt a whole lot better. I burned all my literature (which was a marathon in itself) and I got on with my life. It's actually been only recently that I've realised the effect it all had on me. And like I say, recently things I have discovered have been a revelation to me.

Eddie, I just want to say 'hats off to you'. It must have took great courage and dedication standing outside the assemblies like that. Especially now I know that you where at the ones I went to. I have walked past you with a smug smile on my face, thinking how deluded you where - all that stuff about pyramids etc.

Now I apologise and thank you for trying to expose the organisation for us.

Jez