Then, i'll  NEVER see her again
Thankfully - you don't know that!!  Seems the JW's are the only ones guilty of using the 'never' word........'you will never get into the new system'........'you will never see your loved ones again' blah blah blah!!!

Don't give up hope.......funnily enough all of us here, yourself included, are proof positive that it can and does happen............ to even the most 'zealous' JW's