Poor ol' Wonderful. Cheer up gal!

I know they go in for 'therapy' a lot in the US so maybe this is something that will help. In the UK we deal with it by drinking Lager. Not that I'm suggesting you become an alcy.

Your feelings may well be triggering from the 'self destruct device' the watchtower cunningly implants in your mind. A residue of mind control if you will. The watchtower is a rule or ruin cult and that's why it's easy to get craptized yet hard to leave.

Remember you are being brave. More brave than many by taking a stand against 'big brother' and you have started a revolution with your exodus from the game.

You might be suffering 'PTS' Post Traumatic Stress Symdrome (check it on the net).

This is your brain giving you a fight or flight response from danger. Your Mom has been at you about leaving the Borg which is stress. You worry about your bruv...more stress. You know how leaving the cult hurts loved ones. A young lass worrying about weight in this show off society. Little nags of watchtower belief not exiting when they should. Stress upon stress upon stress.

Fight or flight. Perhaps you want 'flight' but are trapped and must 'fight' but don't really want to..........and that's because you are a loving non confrontational person.

Anyway. It's way passed your bedtime (just gone 9.35am here in the UK).

Get some shut-eye kiddo. We're still here for you!!

Regards Paul

Why not read my book(?): Millions Now Living - Interviews with people associated with JW. Plus more. (Amazon Kindle and also Paperback)

http://www.amazon.co.uk/Millions-Now-Living-Paul-Jackson-ebook/dp/B013B51GSU/ref=sr_1_1?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1439111925&sr=1-1

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B013B51GSU?*Version*=1&*entries*=0


Just remember. Neither The Watchtower(TM) nor the elders(TM) nor anyone in the 'truth'(TM) have any authority over you. Once you accept this you're well on your way to living!

Paint jobs on some familiar magazines and 'dublications' of the washtowel are kept here >> http://exjehovahswitnessforum.yuku.com/topic/17962/Some-Familiar-Publications-given-the-paint-job


I wish to see the Governing Body of Jehovah's witnesses(R) put on trial for crimes against humanity and face absolute justice. Why? Consider the un-Biblical an dangerous 'Blood doctrine', Shunning and the protection of paedophiles and you may see why I feel this way.