I hope you're feeling better after sleeping on things a bit but I must say..............

Punk's thread had me LMAO. Laughter is also good medicine so thank you uncy punky for that. We all get down dealing with this stuff.

I think Punk is quite right about the 'self destruct' that's included in the factory issued JW programming. Of course, we are here to help you disable that feature but Cathy is also right in that maybe a little outside help might be good. Whatever you decide just know that you are beautiful and BRAVE and we're here for you.

Only those who will risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go.

t.s.eliot