Heyyy dont be all sad and stuff.

First off I have done basically everything your story here just said. I used to be a real porker (245lbs, although I'm 6' 3"). But I made myself toss my cookies and stuff for a bit. Anyway I'm skinny now.

dont worry about it! Losing weight isn't super hard and makes you feel really good. Just eat better.

See, when you feel like you are doing something right, you feel happier and proud of yourself. This ties into what ýou said at the end. If the JWs are guilting you already, how can you guilt yourself too? They want you to think you've been bad and a burden and you're taking it out on yourself by picking on your weight and such.

Flip it around. Start working out a bit or eating better. You'll be proud of yourself for doing it. Then you can push back the stupid JW demons when you feel more self confident.


What the blood card should look like.
Link to my full story