Yeah I can understand the guilt to an extent.

I've felt it too. I mean, I don't think I caused my family's problems but when I left it all went downhill from there.

And my dad stepped down as an elder too and it was kinda sad to see him drop something he seemed to enjoy. But I think it's better for most JW's to stay out of those important levels. It's just going deeper into the Rabbit Hole to fubar-land.


What the blood card should look like.
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