Hello there dubstep and welcome to the board :-)

Wow, you have been through the mill with the jw's eh??  Can't say you haven't put up with a lot for the woman you love!! 

She sounds like she has her own doubts about the society, but actually examining those doubts is a totally different matter *sigh*.........I should know, I only had the bravery to examine the religion I was raised with 30 years after I became inactive smiley: eek

Your love for each other has gotten you through a lot together, so I just hope for you both that eventually it will get you both the freedom that you want and deserve!!

Good to have you here and look forward to hearing more from you smiley: smile

Sam xx