Thanks jill

i do feel happier as each day goes by, last year i celebrated xmas for the first time properly,i made a big thing of it and it was a lovely time
for me and my children.

its going to take a long time before the "im bad and evil and sinning against jehovah" little words leave my head that pop in quite regularly
but i know ill get there,i still have to pinch myself and check im out of it, im so glad i didnt bring my 2 children up in it and they will be able
to make their own minds up.