Hello there Jeremy and welcome to the board :-)
 
remember the exact instant I stopped believing. I was sitting in my living room, and my mortality hit me like a bat across the nose. I am going to die. I was furious.



That made me lol!!!    I think a lot of us felt that way, especially since the main reason we put up with so much crap, was the carrot of the 'new system'.......I'd love to see how many 'strong' jw's there would be if they suddenly had 'new light' regarding the everlasting life bit...........mass exodus I would imagine!!

Well done for posting at last, its good to have you here

Sam