Hi there Dubstep and welcome to the forum mate Your english is fine and you're very easy to understand ... so no need to worry on that side of things.

It's sad that you've had to sacrifice so much personal freedom in order to be with your wife ... but then she must be very special for you do to that and I admire your loyalty and your love. Here's hoping that you AND your wife will end up joining other couples in here who have 'seen the real light' and walked away from the religion they once held so high in esteem. Life is for living not for feeling constantly guilty and under pressure to perform. Perhaps your wife will see that for herself soon. In the meantime ... you have us to talk to

"Thanks to God .... for making me an Atheist!"
Ricky Gervais
Golden Globe Awards - 2011