Welcome to the forum Jeremy.

What you feel is totally normal.

I often say to newbies here that a 'google' of 'post traumatic stress syndrome' is well worth research and might help clear up some confusion.

Anyway. Stick around and chat to us. Tis good therapy methinks!

Regards Paul

Why not read my book(?): Millions Now Living - Interviews with people associated with JW. Plus more. (Amazon Kindle and also Paperback)

http://www.amazon.co.uk/Millions-Now-Living-Paul-Jackson-ebook/dp/B013B51GSU/ref=sr_1_1?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1439111925&sr=1-1

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B013B51GSU?*Version*=1&*entries*=0


Just remember. Neither The Watchtower(TM) nor the elders(TM) nor anyone in the 'truth'(TM) have any authority over you. Once you accept this you're well on your way to living!

Paint jobs on some familiar magazines and 'dublications' of the washtowel are kept here >> http://exjehovahswitnessforum.yuku.com/topic/17962/Some-Familiar-Publications-given-the-paint-job


I wish to see the Governing Body of Jehovah's witnesses(R) put on trial for crimes against humanity and face absolute justice. Why? Consider the un-Biblical an dangerous 'Blood doctrine', Shunning and the protection of paedophiles and you may see why I feel this way.