I didn't mean to come across as a pitiful bowl of jello that can't function from day to day. Been following the racing circuit and have made a lot of friends but they're racing friends so when travel funds got tight it's making it more difficult. When gas was under $2 it wasn't a problem having friends who lived hours away but today it's becoming more of a logistics problem. Maybe kind of in a state of transition as well and kinda lookin' for a new direction. I'm not sitting here in a funk unable to face the light of day.