Haha I don't mind nosey :p

Well, I actually ended up meeting him yesterday. While there wasn't any hurry, it turns out Mike is frequently at the cafe less than 200 feet away from where I work, and every Thursday we are waiting at the bus station at the same time, so we felt the universe was trying to throw us together haha. We met and chatted in person for a little bit, and there wasn't any awkward silences or anything which I was worried about. I was nervous that we'd have nothing to say in person. I'm not sure if it will go anywhere romantically, I'll admit that upon meeting, on my side at least, there was no immediate physical attraction or connection. He is a really sweet guy though and I like him a lot already, so who knows? No rush here. But yep at least I've already got a great friend out of it, so I'm happy.

Andria, while I know they are lax on a few things, I have no doubt that once I leave the borg I'll rarely if ever hear from them again. My uncle(mom's brother) used to live with my dad and the day he was disfellowshipped, my dad threw out his things on the lawn, and neither he nor my mother have spoken to him since. My mom still cries sometimes because she misses her brother, but she's not going to disobey the GB, and I know when it comes down to me it will be the same. Talking with Mike about it all though, I've kind of decided that as soon as I'm able to move out I'm just going to come clean about how I feel to my parents. I don't want to spend years walking on eggshells, trying to fade but still living a lie just so that I don't lose my friends. I think it'll be better to just admit it and let what's going to happen happen, so I can start to move on and be happy.

Abbs

It's funny how someone can break your heart, but you can still love them with all the little pieces.