If I allowed myself to be consumed by this murderous spirit and thoughts of the injustices you yourself have perpetrated, I'd be at YOUR door, gun in hand, bro
Yep, that sounds like your typical caring jw family member smiley: eek   Just as well that he blames it on the 'demons' then eh??!! lol!

In their eyes we can never 'win' once we leave the organisation..............if we are unhappy, it is our 'payback' for deserting the 'truth.........and if we are happy and content, its satans payback to all evil apostates!!!

I'm of the opinion that it doesn't matter at this time who you are writing for, just the act of getting down in black and white that part of your life is cathartic.......and in the future will stand as a personal testimony to what so many are having to deal with..........imo thats a win-win reason!!  I also see it as salvaging something productive out of such a counter-productive upbringing..........we were always dissuaded from examining our lives cos that would be too much like actually thinking for yourself.........you have found a gift of writing that has survived in spite of their attitude.......use it!!

I know its been said countless times on here, but I still believe it is the best, and only, way to deal with their intense negativity...........enjoy your life to its fullest extent!!  Its taken a lot of bravery (and much pain) in order to reclaim your birthright..........so damn well live it at you please smiley: smile

Hugs
Sam x