Oh Birdy The word freedom is just a bit misleading what I mean is this
The free in freedom belies the fact that freedom is almost always costly both in effort and emotional pain I am only a man an as such shallow and thoughtless yet still breaking away from any comfort zone is often spiritually and emotionally draining.
When I studied (not dipped and flipped) I stupidly believed these people cared for me and where really concerned for my spiritual and physical welfare (dumb Red) when it became obvious that I was no more than a number in a grand ripoff scheme it made it so easy to go and never look back.
Yet still I would have loved it all to have been true wow imagine that millions of people caring for the un-cared for that really would have been great but as you know,its just a lie and that is Sad ?
So freedom is not about regrets for anything lost, freedom is more the expectation of joys to come and the will to achieve your own personal goals and choose your own paths on that journey no more and no less.
Its only my opinion and as I do wrong so much better after sixty years of practicesmiley: grin I am almost certainly wrong on this occasion but Birdy its the journey that,s fun not the arrivals lounge
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