16 weeks x 2 meetings a week = 32 more meetings to go (and maybe some field service sprinkled in)! You can do it! Maybe you could do a countdown to freedom and cross off every meeting you go to? Go to each meeting and mentally tear apart what they are dishing from the platform and silently say goodbye to the brothers and sisters at your kingdom hall. Underline the fallacies, illogical rhetoric, and unloving counsel in that week's Watchtower study, not the answers they are looking for. Plan all the fun things you are going to do after you make your break.

Is the reason you can't leave until August because you're living with your parents? PS - and welcome!