Today, I felt sick, physically sick, like I was going to vomit smiley: sick every second. And I'm serious. I actually felt this way, not just metaphoric.


I thought I was the only person this happened to. Towards the end I'd also feel physically ill in reaction to some of the more cultish things being said from the platform.
I remember your last thread where you said your family was very devout. So I'm sure you have good reasons for sticking with it until August.
I don't have a lot of advice for how to endure it because I abruptly stopped attending meetings once I felt there was no point.
But if you can sit somewhere that makes it easy for you to slip out from time-to-time, that might help break up the tedium.