And never forgetting how thankful we are for sites such as this that do help expose the filth of the jw...

Depression is real- and I'd hope you heal soon.  I'd spent too many years fretting over my jw family and their belief - now that is behind me and I'm no longer depressed from that, sometimes depression just comes because well, it just does on occasion.  The Jw's aren't worth my time and energy although I'll always speak out against them and when reading about others - I do get angry.  How dare any religion tortures the members but that's how cults work.
Fear and intimidation.
Take care, Lin