My own poor husband has been in a deep depression that began as he began going back to the KH with his Mother. He sinks deeper and deeper, until this past November he couldn't get out of bed for days at a time, and that lasted for months. After that is when I began to really voice out and try to print WT material with the teachings he insists are false, in them, and try to reach out to him but he has fought very hard against it. I ask questions and he explodes in anger when he answers in a vague on answer pre-programmed way, then insists that topic is closed. This is completely unlike him to explode in anger like he has been.

I have tried to hold firm, not give in to these "closed" topics, and continue to approach carefully, and non aggressively.

It has been one hell of a time. I fully believe the stress of my father's brain surgery last summer, then cancer diagnosis in Nov. and nearly dying in the ICU in March ( I have been with my parents through every part of this staying up all night so Mom didn't have to.) now resulting in my fathers delerium and heart low blood pressure problems, his chemo beginning this week again.... I believe this has had a negative stressful effect on my husband to help cause him to fall deeper into the WT beliefs that he is suffering from stress because he isn't doing enough for Jehovah. Now, I am awaiting results to see if I have suffered a stroke. His programmed mind tells him it is his not doing enough for the organization ( and me not being in the truth therefore, following Satan) that is causing all these problems.

I REALLY hope we can make it through this.

The WT organization is a truly dangerous mind control cult.