jacked up wrote:
Andrea, I take meds. I'm in counseling. Counselor says I experienced emotional abuse, that people twisted the scriptures & that I was susceptible to the idea of equating God w/ punishment. At least I was strong enough to not let them dunk me.
It's not always easy to cast off the learned behaviours and programming Jacked ... but at least you're on the right path and you didn't fall for their spell to be dunked either!     I've lost count of how many times I was chatted to for NOT taking the plunge into the baptismal pond

Nonjwspouse .... you poor luvvie.     What an awful collection of events you've been living with of late ... and now hubby has got the fear and guilt up big time and has started going back to meetings.      Sadly the pressure from jdub rellies can be dreadfully hard for some people to fight against.     If there's anything we can do to help ... just sing out.


"You can only be yourself ...
don't try to be someone else"

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