Rage is not often a word that I hear anymore.  I do understand the term, however.

As others have mentioned, dont do something stupid that has negative effect...keep writing and vent with us that understand the frustration of how it is dealing with JWs.

I've had too learn that sharing on this site has helped me get over hatred, blood pressure can't handle another day and yet I keep putting one food in front of the other because they [JW] no longer dictate  how I believe. 

There have been many times when I wanted raising heck with the church; knowing many have in the past. Then, it dawned on me that if those people want, choose, remaining a member when so much is available as to how corrupt they really are...then so be it.

I miss my family too and am grateful that my grandchildren havn't been indoctrated into a hateful cult.

Again, as already mentioned, don't do something stupid because of your rage.

Lin.