Matt deep down I feel the same. Our childhoods a significant part of our lives were stolen from us. Fortunately your daughter is not being raised by the WTBTS my children are. Teach her well. If you lost it on any JW they would just try to confirm there own beliefs by it. Don't give them that satisfaction. Remember you have your daughter and her freedom some of us are not so lucky. Personally I'm numb to much of it know.