Thank you all for your replies. Don't worry I won't get phyical; but I do in my twisted moments imagine walking into the borgs office, taking someone hostage in order to get the company of the govering boobies and shooting them in the heads with water balls full of shit and piss.

This was just a random poetic rant about my upbringing as a jw and beating the shit out of any jw who tries to witness to my daughter....metaphor for me being able to turn any jw argument and using their own argument to beat their philosophy into the ground. My daugher will not be able to deny the logic I offer in defense of life as a non jw.

The rage I have, I control. It is a rage built upon being taught to rage, and letting that rage control who you are rather than who your are controlling the rage. I have some aspects in common with the Hulk, I guess he's become my latest inspiration. I control my rage now, I allow it to be part of who I am, and a part of who I am is what it is, but I can now decide when he show's his ugly head, his uncontrollable side. My newest favorite quote is from the Avengers move when david Banner says, 'the other day I shot a bullet into my mouth, the other guy spit it out'.

But then again when in certain situations my blood pressure does increase, my muscles tighten up and I do have to remove myself from that situation.

Shalom