Cee Cee, very interesting idea. I've always dreamt of being a writer. Hmm......

Went to my first appt. I know this sounds bad but I was a bit disappointed that she is Jewish and knows very little about JW's. Good thing is she's an adherent to CBT and that should help move things along. Seems like we can build a rapport as time goes on. One concerning thing is she reminds me of one of my close friends who died from cancer a few years ago who was a lot older. I want to keep this professional enough that I can be candid. Too often I want them to think well of me. Even though I know this ruins the point of going how can I stop trying to people please? Can't turn it off.

Heeeeeeelllllllllllllllllpppppppp!