Wave Hi Clever.  Glad you found us.  Mystla has hit the nail on the head very well, but I found that non-JW's don't need as much convincing as we think they do---they often already think the JW's are crazy from their own experiences with them! Your anger is also very natural.  It's part of the recovery process, and you are right to feel angry now that you have discovered that you have been lied to about something that you might have given most of your life, and your best efforts to, only to prove it wrong.   When I first learned "the truth about 'the truth'" I found myself "preaching" as sincerely against the organization as I had once done to try to win converts to it.  Sort of an "anti-pioneer", if you will.  I had to learn to leave that alone, because if one does not see this for oneself, there is nothing---as you know---that will change their mind, and may only serve to ruin your relationship with them in the process.