Hi Clever,

Just an FYI, I agree with Cangee, you will never convince anyone that it isn't the truth....they will have to find out themselves. Not only will they not listen to you but they will turn on you and put you in a apostate pool. You will never ever win that fight.
You are not crazy you just need to separate yourself from the real crazies!
I was dfed in May and this was after 'I' confessed my sin, I went to them and within 2 hours they read my heart and expelled me. Do you really think God or Jesus would be that unkind? Not in a million years!
So don't worry about them and just concentrate on you. You need to deprogram and reprogram what is normal.

Take care and good luck