Hi Tnt,

Yes, Im sure we all have had social anxiety. You have been programed and now you have to deprogram your thinking. People outside of the Org 'worldly' people, are not horrible hell raisers. In fact I found many are better association then ones inside the Org.
So its not you per say, you just have to change your mindset, do a lot of reading and reach out to everyone, no matter who they are. See if you can do some volunteering, you can meet some awesome people there and keep coming here. We are all going through so much and most of us still have family in that horrible cult. So don't be too hard on yourself and just be glad you freed yourself at a very young age. You have your entire life ahead of you but knowledge is power, so get some power and feel the huge weight lifted off of you!