I just wanted to welcome you to the board. As the others have said, you are going through a process, and anger at the org is a part of that, as well as wanting to show your loved ones what you discovered. I discovered, too, that it won't work trying to convince them, though I'm glad I tried, because one of my daughters took the printouts that I had made about things I'd learned, and she planned to research to show me that I was wrong in my discoveries. It took three months, but she had to come to the realization that it was true about the org, so she's now mentally out. I just wish my two other daughters could be freed, but I can't say anything negative about it to them, they turn off when I do and I don't want to push them away.