Ya know the truly funny part for me is that when I did start having doubts I still adhered to the WBTSs bull of not reading outside sources, I looked up the things I had the most trouble grasping in their own friggin literature!!! My grandfather just kept asking "have you been to apostate sites?" No granddad I did what you told me and did the research on my own from YOUR library in the den. I read the recantations, the changes, the backpedaling and saw it for what it was. The ramblings of loonies trying to create puzzle pieces as they go along. I mean c'mon now. He's been in since the early 70s and so has my grandmother. These predators pounced on them at the exact right time because they were both in crappy first marriages and met each other at the meetings soon after their respective divorces.

It boggles my mind because they're truly reasonable well read people but they've put every ounce of will and love into the GB playing make believe that I just don't see a way out for them.

"Thought is suspect, 
And money is their idol, 
And nothing is okay unless it's scripted in their Bible." -Spring Awakening--2006