Mystla wrote:
Go. Tour Europe. Live in a van with your boyfriend/friend/person who cares about you.

Have fun.
Be happy.

And as far as what to tell your mother - tell her this: "Good luck. And go fuck yourself."

Exactly!  This is your life, stop living it for them.  Will they be hurt?  Likely so, but that's part of life.  They'll either get over it and accept you for who you are, or they won't.  Either way, you'll no longer be stuck in this horrible limbo.  

Enjoy your trip!!  
I agree with Mysty.

As I often say...you can't make an omlette without breaking a few eggs.

  

Regards Paul

Why not read my book(?): Millions Now Living - Interviews with people associated with JW. Plus more. (Amazon Kindle and also Paperback)

http://www.amazon.co.uk/Millions-Now-Living-Paul-Jackson-ebook/dp/B013B51GSU/ref=sr_1_1?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1439111925&sr=1-1

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B013B51GSU?*Version*=1&*entries*=0


Just remember. Neither The Watchtower(TM) nor the elders(TM) nor anyone in the 'truth'(TM) have any authority over you. Once you accept this you're well on your way to living!

Paint jobs on some familiar magazines and 'dublications' of the washtowel are kept here >> http://exjehovahswitnessforum.yuku.com/topic/17962/Some-Familiar-Publications-given-the-paint-job


I wish to see the Governing Body of Jehovah's witnesses(R) put on trial for crimes against humanity and face absolute justice. Why? Consider the un-Biblical an dangerous 'Blood doctrine', Shunning and the protection of paedophiles and you may see why I feel this way.