I have honestly been thinking a lot lately of sending in a DA letter. Everyone I used to know doesn't speak to me anyway and I would love to be able to freely celebrate holidays and things like that. What holds me back is my family. My mother and siblings are witnesses (my dad isn't). Since becoming inactive they are the ones who have replaced my friends - we are so close. Although I am slowly starting to make new friends, I don't want to lose the relationship I have with them. But maybe I will eventually... It has been something I have been thinking about a lot lately...