so i came away with my boyfriend. i have been traveling europe for 3 months having a great time. living in a van together and generally enjoying life away from the constant lies. 

now three months in, having left the uk with dad being clear of cancer i have just heard that he has it back and it doesnt look like he will survive, possibly not even 6 months.

my boyfriend quit his job to come traveling with me and after three months i think i might have to go back for a year or so to help my parents. absolutley no idea what to do. broken hearted at the thought of my dad not making it. desperate to do the best thing for everyone and no idea what that is. life is very cruel.